December 2011
315 posts
Why i cut:
Some of the reasons as to why I cut:
[x]- To feel OK.
[x]- To punish myself
[x]- To relive stress
[x]- To show how ashamed i am of myself
[x]- Seeing the blood
[x]- Feeling in control
[x]- To feel alive
[x]- Release some of the hatred.
[x]- Because I have given up
[x]- To breathe
[x]- To live….
I really want to bruise my arm instead of...
FML I NEED TO SORT MYSELF OUT.
Telling a depressed person to be happy is like...
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Farewell letter
To the man and woman who chose to conceive a child, the result of which was me.
To the teachers that never really cared no matter what they said.
To those who i didn’t speak to, who didn’t even know my name.
To the one true friend that held my had through all of this and prevented it happening sooner.
To the God which placed me where he did and surrounded me with so many uncaring...
Casually sitting watching TV and suddenly bursting...
Im sorry:
I just had to get this off my chest…
- Im sorry ive hurt you
- Im sorry for all the lies
- Im sorry im not your little girl anymore
- Im sorry im not good enough
- Im sorry i have given up
- Im sorry im a disappointment
- Im sorry i have put all my problems on you
- Im sorry i have let you down
- Im sorry i was never there for you
- Im sorry i have been so selfish
- Im sorry i...
i don't think anyone is going to read this,
andnowimaskingyoutostay:
but still. here goes.
if you’re planning on cutting yourself. for the first time, or just one more time.
don’t. please.
trust me, you don’t want to do it. i started for stupid reasons, and now for everything i turn to the razor. and i can’t stop.
i want to stop. you have no idea how much.
but i just can’t.
please don’t cut yourself today.
Reblog if you are a self harm blog and I'll follow...
When you say you want to stop cutting but for some...
The feeling that you don't want to leave the...
If I were to die today....letter:
Dear Mum,
Im so sorry. This is not your fault, you did everything you could for me. I know i have hurt you so much in the past and please believe me i spent everyday wishing i could take it all back. I wasn’t strong enough mum, i have always been to weak. I know you never will never forgive me for what i have put you through, and it hurt so much knowing what i had don’t to you. Not...
Its scary to think in the time it has taken me to...
Every 17 seconds someone commits suicide. Reblog...
My Honesty hour: ask me anything and i promise to...
“Most days im torn between killing myself…and killing everyone around me!”
They think they are helping...
I have had counselling for about a year now and they want to start it again on the 4th of Jan, more than anything i don’t want to do it! if anything its only making things worse… having to talk about things reminds me of how fucked up i am….which makes the cutting and depression worse!! no one listens to what i want or what i need they think there helping but their...
FML i swore i would never fall in love.
“I used to be scared of the monsters under my bed now im scared of the monsters...”
The moment when your staring at your reflection in...
Fuck me I want to tear my arm to pieces...
